Merry xmas

Fuck the celebrations la
Everytime there is such joyous occasion or celebrations, i dunno why but i jus dun seem to have the mood to celebrate.
I'll just Start to remember all my memories, gd and bad. That is wen i feel fucked.LoL

Like i said
Fuck xmas man

Anyway cant wait for wed and thursday

And i regretted giving mel the perfume
Lazy to type it here but i guess i shld stop trying.
Am jus wasting my time and energy.
She dun even care and all tat.
Fuck up

Like wat mubin said, maybe we shld jus pursue the life of a monk.
=D

Met edwin today. Had a gd time with him. Hey bro u fucking owe me lunch twice =D

My day

Was simpy fucked up
Gym with jian was ok
But after mosque my day was starting to get screwed
Got caught in the rain and so i had lunch drenched

Went home and then mel changed the time again
And i was damn angry and then i felt bad as she said she was from doctor.
She did not even sit down for coffee, took the stuff and wen off
Felt fucked up but wAT the heck
Like wat dan said , forget abt it, its not worth it

Then i had to go to kallang
The fucking taxi driver me abt 1km away from the place
and i had to fucking walk
the place was muddy also
fuck
wasted my time

Then wen to gramps, and i got back by a lady who wanted to sit in the train badly plus i got bang by the fucking mrt door
Fuck

Then after tat was jus in a bad mood
But hack
Dunno why i get so frustrated with mel.

She dun even appreciate stuff i do sia
Fuck it
bYE

Again

I think u are out there to play me
Oh well

First it was on then it was not
Then u change the time
Like fuck!

Anyway wen for lunch with dan
And he gave me a hell of a scolding abt u noe wat
But fuck sia. Cant help it right

Wen over to grandma and her condition is bad
Hope she will get better. Kinda worried abt her.
Then i fell aslp and tat made nadya cry. But i was to tired so i could not be bothered. Felt kinda bad though

Woke up and met up with jian at bishan and we had coffee bean.
Then wen to meet mum at PS and shop ard for her party at home.
LoL and i took the opportunity to complain to her alot of stuff!
haha
Then got home and i gym for an hr

That was all i did.
Pretty boring.
Anyway am feeling damn frustrated right now.
FUCK

Now i am pissed

Ok morning was fun
Went out with mubin and dan and mubin's fren for soccer

Dunno wat happen to my fitness and skills la
hahaa
must train back alr

Then mubin helped me choose a very ungay wrapping paper for my xmas gift for mel
Its an anna sui perfume. Smell damn nice and looks damn nice too!

So the day was ok
Night wen out for dinner wit family and dan
Then mel sms me
saying she wans to go shopping with me. I was kinda happy. hahahaha
but then after 1 hr
She fell sick
so its canceled
i have nth to say alr

Haiz
She jus have to bring my hopes up and then destroy it
Guess its fun right

Fuck u

SIck

Yes i am sick!
And the weird thing is tat i think i got it from my cus who is only 4 yrs old. Hahaha
Oh man i better start my traning again! If not i'll be dead in ns!

Ok set this monday which means tmr.....i'll do my long runs!! maybe not so long

Well as usual i have been out the whole day
Sat wen out for dinner at mad jack and food suck suck suck. Dunno why tat day it suck
I wen home feeling sick and i cant slp till 4am.
Puke
Fever
Flu
Headache
U name it

Today wen out to meet dan for his bdae awhile. Dan wen out shopping with mum and i got myself 50BUCKS!! plus nice perfumes and VCD AND DVD!!
GD DAY!

haha
Oh and i bought dan's present and i am so broke now!
hahaha

Omen is a freaky show. Maybe i'll make dan watch it but it is like impossible.
Hopefully tmr's outing wld be a success

and right now i am not sure if thursday is still on...knowing her, she most probABLY Forgot abt it or cant be bothered. Oh well.

prom 06

Ok here are the long overdue pics for prom. Sorry i took so long to uplOAD.Btw the first pic is actually the lst pic and the last pic is the first pic but th com decided to screw me up. so here it is!! Enjoy



I just cant take a gd pic with her!! something is wrong wit me!!!hahaha
I'm such an ass
My best bud!!!
We love chem lessons man. hahaha. CJW =D
My class is scary!!! Right?!?!?!
Omg i just love him man!!
My track team
Shit i'm the only one who is single!!
Throw,Mid,Long,Long,Long,Mid
that's wat we do

Bz bz bz

Yes i've been damn bz tis few days
Helping grandma
Helping dad
Going out with dan
Going out with track
Going out with track and dan
Watching prison break until the whole season is over

Been going out to often and tmr i'll be out also!
I think its time for me to have more time for my own!!
And complete all the games i b0ught!

hahaha

Anyway lots of stuff been going thru my mind. Maybe i'll jus say it here one day

Btw today outing with mark aravin and dan and jian was fun!
The movie was great and the lunch to and everything else
i was lauhing most of the time!
hahahaha

love dem man!
will post the gay pics later on!